Shit Happens...Let it!!

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Zachs house...

had a riot at ZAchs house this weekend...we hung out for a while it was great...ate a lot of hotpockets and hung out in the hot tub. Went hiking in the woods...lit a fire and chilled inside. Some tinteresting things happened that were hilarious.

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Got Bored and Painted...

a water color painting i did that got ruined. Glad i got this pic before...

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Tessa's sketch of a person eating a hot cookie...

Tessa's cookie man...

Friday, September 24, 2004

Working on the Homecoming Float...

The catapillar!!!!(sorry Emily!!)

Chelsea @ the last float meeting before Homecoming...

Her again...

Friday, September 17, 2004

Friday at the show...

Cokie @ the show...

Jumped in puddles....

Went to the Show...jumped in puddles. Went to denny's really quick. Felt like shit cuz of shit that happened before and after...

Sorry for the things I said

Never meant to hurt you

Sorry for the things I did

Did them just to spite you

I am older and wiser now

I see how I played the fool

Guess there's times in all our lives

Can't explain the things we do

Oh.

Don't look back!

And feel ashamed about how

Easily you played the game cause

The past is something we can't change

The world was closing in on me

Fighting for some space

Misdirected anger and it

Blew up in my face

Life's to short for regrets

So I'll learn from my mistakes

But how much fucking learning

Can one person take?

Oh.

Friday, September 10, 2004

school....

Chelsea and Dana...

there's a heat down on the street
and it's radiating through my feet
there will be trouble in allston tonight
there's a kid with a silent shout
'cause he's livin' off of hand to mouth
hey generation.
i'm talkin' to YOU.
are we dead yet?
NO!

Monday, September 06, 2004

Went to Denny's....

Went to Denny's with Leah and Tessa...Last trip out before school and before we stop hanging out...

we're throwing bricks and making noise
but the target's so big
the bricks feel like toys
and when we shout
they don't hear a word we say
but i'll never shutup and i'll never behave
revolution beings when you look within
so let not a word slip from your little white lip
my dreams got shattered when i finally came to learn
that people are so cruel
and the power is so firm
mass organization has to be the key
but is there hope of unity?

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Went to Walmart with my mom...then the mall

Went to the mall with Leah and Vince...Tessa got out of work and we went to Old Navy. Went back to my house and had a water baloon fight in my pool.

Stickapotamus!!! This hippo i saw at Walmart...Leah it's for you!!

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Hit a deer...well the deer kinda hit us!!!

Tessa's car after the Deer hit us!!

Stupid deer hurt Benji but Benji won!!!

My art i made @ Denny's.

Trip to Denny's...cute emo guys...

Leah at Denny's...

Friday, September 03, 2004

Me, Leah and Vince went swimming and hung out in my room...

Leah bored in my room...

Leah's boyfriend Vince Dancing in my room...

Vince still dancing in my room...

2:23 am on Friday September 3

Thinking is so useless...it gains nothing and has no physical outcome...

I have sat here for about an hour thinking about what i want to do tomorrow...but why you never know exactly how tomorrow is going to be. For all i know i could step outside and get shit on by a bird. Heck i could fall in the shower and break my leg. I would never know that was going to happen. You only can think and hope that everything turns out the way you want...why, i'd rather just wait till the time comes and make the choises as i need to.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Watched Waynes World w/ Leah and Tessa.

Waynes World, Party time, Excellent!!!

Wayne and Garth.

I am up late again...this is what i am thinking...

I am really tired..but to tired to sleep. I've been listening to this song over andover and over again.

Keep the noise low,
She doesn’t want to blow it.
Shaking head to toe while your left hand does the show me around
Quickens your heartbeat,
It beats me straight into the ground
You don’t recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed - completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tightagainst sheets barely whisper,
This is so messed up.
Upon arrival the guests had all stared,
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool,
but a boy in a stitch.
Unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.
(Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.)
He keeps his hands low,
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe,
and his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns,
and he thinks of throwing up
But the body on the bed beckons forward,
and he starts growing up.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Pissed...

Got in a huge fight with my mother...feel like shit and this is a song that shows how i feel.

If it makes you less sad,
I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad,
we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold.
A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot,
but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes,
you can forget.